This is agony

I can’t cope today. I can’t handle feeling so unsafe and threatened all the time. I hate myself and I hate feeling like this. I am so done.

30 thoughts on “This is agony

  1. I’m so sorry that you are feeling like this…😞 I’m here to support ♥️…may the lord find you strength and healing…what’s making you feel like this, are you having any thoughts at all..I encourage you to get some help..I understand it’s a hard time for you at the moment…we are all here for you…♥️ Try to stay strong..

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      1. Sorry to hear you’re going through the same. I cried for half an hour yesterday and it wasn’t over anything in particular. I can’t breathe or eat properly, can’t stop shaking. It’s completely exhausting.

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      2. Thank you so much. I hope you’re feeling okay today. I’ve just sat in the car and cried my eyes out for 10 minutes before coming to work and I’m convinced my colleagues can see how red my eyes are. Sorry to dump this on you too when you’ve been feeling similarly.

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  2. Hope you are slowly getting through this..sending hugs…♥️ Hope you find some sort of peace..I’ve been in that dark situation..I can relate of what you are going is exhausting..have you tried writing your feelings..down, because that’s what helped me a great deal!!!💔💗.

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  3. Sorry I’ve only just seen this post. I hope you’re over the worst of it. Never forget how strong you are just being here today! Think of the future and how many happy memories you have to share with your son, the dark days won’t last forever.

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    1. Thanks Liz, sorry it’s all doom and gloom coming from my posts just now. I’ve been struggling a lot the last few months and got brief respite over the holidays and now it’s back with a vengeance.


      1. Don’t apologise for how you feel. By sharing the brutal reality of how you feel you’re showing how strong you are and the fight that you have within you. I’m sure you’re also helping other who feel the same way to see your resilience.

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      2. I have to keep going. If not for me, for the people who love and need me. That may sound big-headed but it’s not meant to. Even when I don’t want to be around, they want me around. And that’s something worth struggling on for. I hate it sometimes though and just want to be gone, one way or another.


  4. Don’t be afraid to open up…please try and pull through this…I have faith for you..♥️ think of so many happy times you have had and can share for a life time with your son…💗…your dark thoughts will hopefully fade away, gradually and slowly..remember always here to support 🙂..

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